Monday, December 13, 2010

Finals are Imminent


All of my finals are...tomorrow.
My head hurts.
I wish I hadn't given up on biochem. Because I realized I couldn't win, so I didn't even keep trying. I should have.
Also, I'm so very, very lazy when I want to be. And I hate that about myself. Nobody else will believe it, and that makes me feel even worse.
So, we have a lovely mixture of self-loathing and glycolysis degredation and amino acids and hot and sour soup in a massive red-and-black bowl and despair and little bits of snow and a prospective climbing "date" and the pentose phosphate cycle and class additions and piano recitals and burned fingers and the chocolate chip cookies that burned them and Fructose 1,6-bisphosphatate that is turned into Fructose 6-phosphate by...wait for it...Fructose 1,6-bisphosphatase-1. The levels of which are regulated by Fructose 2,6-bisphosphatate. Which is regulated by insulin.
Basically, I'm a wreck. But when I'm wallowing, it does me good to write out all the reasons why. So then I can look at the list and feel justified in my wallowing and maybe, perhaps, feel a little better about life in general. Because of the good things that sneak onto the list, even when you're not looking for them.

2 comments:

Ben Schnell said...

you're poetic even when you're not writing poems

Chris said...

You're sounding pretty good actually! According to my "sources" you're biochem isn't coming too bad! Way to be!